Im home..

..Only from Lansing, but it feels like Ive been gone forever! Fun does the recording trip little justice but Ill use it for modesty's sake. Im in love with making new friends, stepping up from acquaintance status with some, and just being slap happy with the old friends. I feel that most can be on my level with that. So many walls were broken down ranging from personal relationships to our punk rock. The jams turned out great, but still a ton of work to do. Looking forward to every part of it.

While we were there, we went to the bar. Now, don't get me wrong.. I'm in a good mood so read this with more of a curious tone than a critical one.

I just don't really get it. All week long you just work and work til its the weekend. You spend an hour getting ready, putting on your best outfit, to go to some place wear you get beer spilled on you and the smell of smoke fused with your clothes. Maybe, if you're lucky, some guy will look at someone the wrong way and a fight breaks out where everyone can stampede over your girlfriend to go watch it. Youll spend an absurd amount of money getting hammered so you can try and dance on some sleezy chick.. but she is just there to dance with her "girlfriends". (please dont mistake that for a personal experience). Guys come up to you in there unbuttoned pastel shirts and play ANY game they find suitable to get you home. This could potentially ruin your fun when all you want to do is hangout with your gf's. I guess you can dance? You wake up the next day feeling like garbage and consider it a good night. Then the cycle starts over.

Maybe that's ok, and I just don't understand it fully. I have plenty of friends who hit the bar but it just seems like if I try and show some interest as to why they would look at me like I'm clueless. I'm the minority. Someone.. anyone for the most part.. can approach me and ask about my lifestyle and Id be able to explain it in full. No one can seem to give me a reason to this kinda stuff.

I probably shouldnt worry about it but sometimes I get a little bored. Are they just bored with life? Should I give it a whirl? Of course not..

Ok. I owe someone a phonecall.

Listening to the new jams but Ill share it later.